Peace I Seek YOU

From the turmoils of perturbed mind
from the bottom of my disturbed heart
Peace, its you that I seek
Its about you that I speak

With every relation so fragile
and desperation to keep them alive
Promises broken, confession spoken
All this and more to keep thyself high
Whom am I fooling, whom am I seeking

And, when a brother of mine is dead
All I manage is a small sigh
Engulfed in blood and hatred
All I see and hear is lies and lies
Whom am I fooling, whom am I seeking

With feelings so strong to try and try
To help her who is left to cry
My limbs fails me and I despise
That the mind thinks and heart cries
Whom am I fooling, whom am I seeking

Whom am I fooling, whom am I seeking?
I seek you peace, I really do
I never realized I long for you
Now that I do, I just want you
In death atleast, I seek you